crying exercise

i am a certified personal trainer.
i love to be active and exercise
working out is also my most constructive beneficial way i have of dealing with stress
yesterday i went to the gym planning on working out some of my emotions on the weights
i knew the exercise would be therapeutic for me
went into the basketball court for my usual warm up
sat on the ground
got my jump rope out of my bag

and completely lost it...

i broke down
curled up
huddled
hiding in a corner of the gym
sobbing uncontrollably

this gym was where i got my first job as a trainer and a month later met d.
it was where we had worked and sweated and made plans together
it was where our relationship had started
and in this moment it was where i could no longer fight back or ignore the feeling that my relationship with her was ended

i cried
and i cried
and i cried
and i cried until there was a long enough pause between sobs to text my best-friend 
he answered my distress call and rushed over to the gym to be with me and support me
and i cried with him sitting there next to me on the dusty floor of the court
and i cried
and i cried

the only exercise i got at the gym that day was crying